I have to visit a psychiatrist. Why, you may say? Because I am insane as Hell! Damn!
I don't know why but I can feel and somewhat know what other people thinks about me. I'm gonna go crazy..(or I already am?)
I can't tell anyone about it because I trust no one..well..Except for God and my Family.. They might think of me as a bad person which is NOT! You may think that I haven't been properly guided by my mo. No! My mother is always there to hear my calls. Its just that I can't understand myself. I'm not moody or something..maybe because I don't know how to fight??
I H-A-T-E being soOo emotionally weak...
I don't want the time to come that I need to choose between life and death. I don't want to end up like that.
Maybe all I can do now...is... PRAY and HOPE that everything will be solved at once...
I don't know why but I can feel and somewhat know what other people thinks about me. I'm gonna go crazy..(or I already am?)
I can't tell anyone about it because I trust no one..well..Except for God and my Family.. They might think of me as a bad person which is NOT! You may think that I haven't been properly guided by my mo. No! My mother is always there to hear my calls. Its just that I can't understand myself. I'm not moody or something..maybe because I don't know how to fight??
I H-A-T-E being soOo emotionally weak...
I don't want the time to come that I need to choose between life and death. I don't want to end up like that.
Maybe all I can do now...is... PRAY and HOPE that everything will be solved at once...
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