lalalandia: My thoughts were scattered around the Mountains

Petty. That word would be an accurate characterization of me-rather, my life. The thought had swallowed me up, whole. I made no escape to it that is why I grew up discerning my own capabilities and persona. I was dead even before I can blink my unlocked eyes.

My own aloof past still haunts my existing soul. I was by then, a young adolescent who laments for losing the valuable matters which life can offer-not wealth, not trinkets nor sumptuous estates, but significant relationships. I was a weakling as what one may utter and I believed in it uprightly. I caught myself having a typical brawl with my acquaintances where I ended up beating myself with my own hands landing heavy blows on my cheeks. I was my own criminal and policewoman for it was my slick tongue that brought me to shame and that I needed some heavy punishments for my misdemeanor. I almost ended up my days with a rope hanged on the ceiling yet the roof was too close to the ground to let me finish up my freaking life. I could still reminisce the days where I left slight bruises on my arms that brought my mom into anguish and aggravation. I kept these profound pains into the core of my functional nervous system. Day by day, it engulfed diminutive fractions of my heart until it left no more room for affection and exoneration.

I would long be dead if not for this sophisticated online journal. I owe part of my life to this civilized thing. It had eased up the dark tension that had subsisted in my once nurtured self as I inscribed my hatred towards life-towards my self. It cured my indefinite malady. Truly, it was this archetypal yet obliging thing that had brought me my life. Not only did this blog, as what it’s known to be, gave me another light, furthermore, it had unleashed my concealed aptitude to write articles and critiques and such. In addition, I gained new associates with whom I will build a “good and better” relationship. I was a fresh being who was born from a new life- and the notion made me smile.

I thank thee, God, for Lainy who had introduced me to the world where online journals seemed to evolve. She was perhaps a reincarnation of the deity Aphrodite with her flamboyant complexion and her eyes seemed to be the symbol of affinity and grace divine. I bet Zeus must be proud of her, the Gods should be. In the real world, Lainy was, and would still be, a graceful lady who had once dreamed and now, succeeded. She was a maiden of pure kinship whom every individual would fancy to admire.

Life is iniquitous to those who think that it is, yet it opens new doors to those who are eager to change for the better and not for the worst. I knew it because it had done the same to me. I found blogging to be associated with my life and I know you may find it being with you, too.

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3 comments:

LainyApril 5, 2009 at 9:34 PM
Hola Vynes! I am glad you made it! Akala ko di ka na makakahabol! Buti nalang!Thank you for all the kind words! Do you really think I deserve it? Dyahe naman talaga!

Anyways, I am so proud of you! You are the youngest participant to the competition!

Best of Luck!
Star-chuuApril 8, 2009 at 2:13 AM
Hello Anak, hmmm..I know your not around for six days, because you attended the said youth camp. you miss the voting process..but anyway, to win is not your goal, but to express your thoughts and share with us how blogging help your situation. Good luck nak, this is a great piece. Don't get disappointed as you always mentioned that you have no friends here..hehehehe...your too young dear, that's one of your reason why you didn't update your lollii-pii, instead you created a new blog to acquainted to young bloggers, I know you enjoyed a lot chatting with them. Anyway, I hope and pray that you will be strong spiritually when you back home. I love you so much and miss you na, wala ko katapad..huhuhu.si kenken lang.
twinksApril 8, 2009 at 9:05 PM
Hello,
Nice post. You truly expressed your emotions in your own words very well. Keep up the good work. Goodluck to you. ^_^

lalalandia

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