I uttered harsh words to my mom today which, I think, had hurt her deeply. I didn't mean to, it was just a joke at first but it hit her hard. I'm teary-eyed right now..I don't want her to get pissed at me and all. This makes me regret what I did just a moment ago.So..It all started with me babbling about all the money she owes me. I kept on reminding her that she borrowed way to large amount of money from me -Php 6,ooo+ to sum it all up . I told her this because I saw an ipod which costs Php 900+, I was too eager to buy it that I didn't watch what my filthy mouth was babbling, I even told her those things! Damn Lips!
Then..She confronted me, I got nervous and all-my lips would zip all round- not even a word can be heard from my mouth. She told me that she had lots of materials she wanted to buy for me and herself but the sad thing here is, she just can't(yet). She's been to a lot of hard circumstances at present and I'm aware of that. My mom explained how much she wanted me to have a beautiful life and that she plans to go abroad to work ,for me to have a better future-and that I won't let her do. Ask me to crawl on a muddy road, eat poop or even cut my tongue, I'll do it for the sake of my mom to just stay here with me.All right, that was too exaggerated but I mean it.I admit I was wrong in the first place..I ADMIT IT!!I ADMIT IT!!I ADMIT IT!! Just please don't go..She asked me if I wanted that single filthy money to ruin OUR life..So I replied "OF COURSE NOT" and I mean it, I definitely-so-totally mean it.
I'm sorry mom for doing such things..I've realized I was wrong..Please forgive me and don't go away from me..If you're reading this mom, these are the words I wanted to tell you-I love you very very much and I apologize for what I had done..I'm still growing and I need you to see me grow.
Much love and apologies,
LOLLII-PII
LOLLII-PII
Hi darling...
ReplyDeleteIt's good that u realized that u maybe 'hurted' your mom a bit.
I believe that you asked her to forgive you, make her happy and please, never hurt her anymore...I know that u dont mean to do it~
Be patience darling.
God bless you darling.
Be a good girl yeah?
Zara will always support you darling!
My beloved daughter, I know it was only a joke..you know all the reasons why sometimes my budget is not enough for our daily needs a reason also why I need to borrow some of your savings...I already told you that some of your money was put in a little business which could benefits you in the near future...I love you my dear daughter..your the most and very especial in my life..I can do what I want in my life...but your my priority than my own happiness...because material things is only a temporary happiness..but my love could bring you joy and we both know that we depends from the will of God...be happy always..God bless us...
ReplyDelete@ ZAra
ReplyDeleteThank you my friend..
I asked her to forgive me and under ur post is what she replied.. T_T ....too emotional to read it..I will be a good girl Zara^^..and I'll never do things that'll hurt my mom..^^..Thank you Friend..We all do learn from our mistakes..^^
@ my MOM..
ReplyDeletemama.. sorry na poh..i didn't mean to..^^and yeah God is always there for us I know..Mom, I'm sorry if I'm acting kind of weird-sort of..there's just some changes happening in my environment especially in school..I might have been tempted to say such nasty things to you?..hhe..Mom..I love you poh..Kahit matanda ka na..Ich liebe dich..