♫ SHE STOOD STILL ♫

Have yo ever felt bearing all the burden of the world?
Killing you time to time? Have you ever handled such disgrace?

This particular woman I know who is dear to me had been in the same predicament. This awe-inspiring lady has a very interesting story of love and survival.

Six years ago, she had encountered a dilemma which brought her family in true pain and agony. Shattering their dreams of being a joyful and complete kindred. It all started because her husband's third party. That certain year, her partner started to become a dipsomaniac and started to smoke. Suspicions kept chasing her. Night after night, she was suffering from complete violence and harm. It was the month between February and April that she came up with a hard decision, to leave her husband and child, until she recovers from the disaster she had been.

Five years later, after that occurrence, she had a peaceful and free life with her child who's already in sixth grade. She had known this particular man and developed a special relationship with him. They grew more in love each they though they're miles away from each other. A year after, they met each other in his country, Malaysia, there they shared precious moments together.

Three days later, she went back with a huge happy grin on her lips. Now, she was sure she had found the man of her life. A couple months after, she had learned that they can't be together. The man she had thought was hers, was a dream after all.

"I love you and I know you do, but, this is not the right time for our love to be one."
"I love you very much My Dear...and I'm Sorry."

.....and those were his last words.

Another failure in love. When will this lonely madam find her true love? She lose hope to find love but called for God to give him to her...

...and God answered her prayers. This man, even though he's living in a far-off place, offers the maiden his affection. The maiden gave the favor back. Now, they chit and chat and laugh with glee. I know why, it's because they have each other.

...I just wish this man will never break the maiden's heart
and would never make her cry ever again...

~END~

................DO YOU WANNA KNOW WHO THE MAIDEN IS?................
(ASK ME)

L♥VE at First Sight

"There is no such thing as Love at First Sight"

That's what our folks would normally say. Is it because they haven't
experienced it before or were they hiding something?

Love is unconditional and blind, time never knows when you'll
fall in love with someone your age or maybe older.

There may be lots of teens out there who had experienced it and
shared it all together. Some may be driven on the bad side and some on the other side.
It depends on how the person himself handle it and how his environment reacts.

END OF STORY~♥

☼ nO oNe oR SomE One ☼

Being Ms. Popularity? or Being Ms. Nobody?
Which will you choose?

► Some say Popularity = Stardom and most of our teens,nowadays, aspire being on the top. Using everyone else for their own interests. Talk about Crab Mentality.

► On the other hand, ms. Nobody remains Nobody after all. Who cares? They don't need her. She doesn't need bitchy, filthy friends like them too.

Most think, school is the kingdom of those rich, nasty kids who only has their beauty yet not using their brains, and yes they're right. You may all have the world's best friends to be yours with just a blink of an eye and a single signature on your One billion dollar check. But, could they be true? or could they be only using you? Party here, party there, that's what they always do with their life, 'cause they have everything except for true comrades.

Funny you may think but truer it will be, Ms. Nobody may not have the popularity she dreams of but she is sheltered with a true family and companions. The more you are being true to yourself, the more you'll get what your heart longed for.

Work your time and Love your friends.

Is it better to have the fewest number of friends who'll be there for you when you fall than having billions of them who wants to see you crawl?
or
Is it better to enjoy freedom, money and fame and all the crowds attention rather than be ignored for the rest of your life?

Admit it or not, we all want to be Ms. Popularity, even I, myself, too. But, take a look at the consequences...
...aren't the burden too heavy to carry by only a single person?

Now, I will leave this question for you...
Who will you choose? and Who will you be?
Ms. Popularity? or Ms. Nobody?

♪ GiMME SWEETS ♪

I want a house full of sweets
overflowing candies for my teeths
A fountain of chocolate I love
vanilla-filled molded like a dove

Yummy!! It's so Yummy!!
it's all for my tummy
So please Gimme!Gimme!
All those sweets I could carry..

♥ Rhythm ♥

Follow the rhythm
just follow the song
Soon you will lead em'
don't let them be wrong

Step your way here
and sing your way there
it will never be queer
ignore all their glare

Some utter comments
most are just bad
it'll never be a torment
So please don't be sad

Follow the rhythm
of your heart's desire
Soon you will lead em'
and keep the burning fire.

♥ Pii-chan's F@ve GraphiiCs.. ♥

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♥ mY sTORY ♥

My Autobiography

My parents named me after the famous land of Beverly Hills that’s why they came up with the name Beverly Vyne. I am a teen that have lots and lots of dreams .Scorpio is my sign which is between the months of October and November, and guess what, my birthday lies between the 2^nd day and 4^th day of November. But, I never did felt a single eerie feeling celebrating my birthday after visiting the graveyard. I am not originally from General Santos City but I was born at the place of Koronadal City, I remembered the little moments I shared with everyone else there. My parents are the kind of individuals who really treasures each moment, filling it with happiness and genuine love. My dad is quiet irresponsible but still I love him even though his a hundred miles away from me. My mother on the other hand, is a charismatic, pretty and lovable woman. Of course, childhood wouldn’t be complete without a bunch of playmates. One, is my first very one dog, Lyka, she’s a Japanese spitz which is given to me by my best friend, Hazel. Others are my neighbors and classmates back when I was in grade school.

School is fun and there are a lot of things to do and enjoy including those which you could learn. I still can remember the time me and mom got lost on my previous school because the school ground was so huge and several buildings were scattered around. The time we finally reached the right room I was relieved and my expression was “Oh My Gosh” because I’m 30 minutes late. Grade school was the time I just played and kid around with my buds. “Patintero” and “BangSak” were the popular games me and my co-pupils would play during our free time and after school. This also was the time crushes and likes started to bloom. Most of my happiest mementos were from this period. I recently am a High School Student studying at one of General Santos City’s Outstanding Schools. I thought the secondary level was as easy as elementary but, I got the wrong idea. In fact, it was a little worst that I thought. Now I know school is not only for fun and laughs but also for learning and enhancing talents and skills.

My life that I have for now is full of surprises which pop out from nowhere. Luck, Happiness and love fills my day. I’m also particular with my hobbies and talents. One is singing and dancing, the others are, acting, sketching, writing stories, reading certain good books and the dictionary and playing dress-up. I am a person full of dreams. I kept imagining that I’m with my favorite boy band enjoying the spotlight with them. I want to be one of those famous people you can watch on t.v for even just a day. I really aspire to be one of those great and talented entertainers, acting on a drama series, singing high notes and dancing in a great rhythm. How I wish to be as wealthy as the president and to be as smart and creative as everyone else. But, I realized that even though I am that simple and unrecognized, I still and will be the person I dream of the most. The one who will have a nice peaceful life of happiness, luxury and a life with God abiding us and it all won’t be just a pipe dream.

♥ ColoRfuL L♥VE♥

Love..Love..Love..a word known to all.A feeling which stays in our hearts.An absolute pain that lasts for a life time.Everyone does feel love.The joy and the laughter it brings and the sacrifices and consequences that comes beyond. The root of success and struggles.But the question is....What is the real meaning of LOVE?...

LOVE is the deepest emotion an individual can feel all throughout his life. No one can live without affection...neither survive the challenges that life may bring. Everyone needs love and comfort even the Creator of this world longs for one. Love brings long life happiness for those who believe and stand for it...but a happy-NEVER-after for those people who think its just a game everyone can play on a board.It's Passion, Intimacy and Commitment.

Love comes in different colors that have different ways of expressing itself. RED for eternal love, like red roses that carries the meaning "I LOVE YOU". The Heavenly Love.The color of SKY BLUE represents it all. Its a mixture of the pure affection and the unconditional love of our Heavenly Father above. The color of PINK for worshipful affection, it is commonly known as Puppy Love, particularly to young people. WHITE for a genuine affection. BLACK is the color that means mischief , failure and pain in the world of love. Love does also experience pollution...and GRAY is its color. A polluted relationship causes so much grief and heartbreaks. These are just some of the colors that symbolize the different meaning of LOVE.

Whatever may happen..Whatever you may feel...Whatever struggles that may come in your way. As long as there is someone to comfort and share joyful and painful moments with you...It is still a Colorful Love.

Required Reading For All TeenS..♥

A REASON TO SMILE..

I want you to know how amazing you are,
I want you to know how much you're
treasured and celebrated and quietly thanked.

I want you to feel really good...
about who you are..
About all the great things you do!
I want you to appreciate your uniqueness.
Acknowledge your talents and abilities.
Understand the wonder within.

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You've got a big heart. Keep it
filled with happiness. You've got
a fascinating mind. Keep finding new ways to grow.

Keep trying. Keep smiling.
Keep yearning. Keep learning.

♥ MoMmy'S CORNER ♥

You're Always there...

...to hear my complaints, to share my joy, to feel my pain,
to listen to my latest adventure, to advise me, to cry with me and
hope for me and laugh with me, to forgive me.

Thank you, Mom.

*juSt bEin' RandoM*

MY VERY OWN BANNER

HO!HO!HO!HO!HO!...

That's all...

*RandoM*

♥ BaBy BoY~ Love ♥

Name: John Rey
Birth date: 8th day of August
Nickname: Ken-ken

FOR MY BABY BROTHER:

Happy we are now and gladly we will be
For you have come to us which brought us so much glee
The sweet chuckling of your voice
is the start of a new noise

I hope we'll never be apart
'cause you're dear in my heart
I want to be by your side forever
We'll face life's adversities together..

LOVE YAH BABY KEN..mUwAHUgGz

♫ TëêN¥ Mê ♫

♥ Be Yourself ♥

Hold on to your dreams and never let them go ♥ Show the world how wonderful you are ♥
Wish on a star that shines in your sky ♥ Rely on all the strength you have inside♥ Stay in
touch with those who touch your life with love ♥Look on the bright side and don't get
adversity keep you from winning ♥ Be yourself, because you are filled with special qualities
that have brought you this far, and that will always see you through ♥ Keep your spirits up ♥
Make your heart Ha-Pii, and let it reflect on everything you do!

♥ Parent'$ D@y ♥

"Dear wake up.The sun is up", I heard my mom said as she held my baby brother in her arms. I was half-awake, I really don't have the plan to wake up too early. Her voice seemed louder than before as she tried to wake me up by her thundering voice. " Vyne!! wake up!!" louder..louder. She was irritated, still I kept my eyes closed. For a moment I heard my little brother saying, " Ate, ta-da-da-ti-o mama". Was he trying to wake me up?Yes, i guess he was. My baby brother was beside me, on the right side of the bed, chuckling. " Bam..", it was the sound I heard with my two ears before my brother let out a deafening cry. "He fell", those were the words that came upon me. I immediately opened my eyes and went to see what happened to him. My mom was angry and glanced at me, "I told you to wake up..but you didn't" she said and comforted the baby. " So it was my fault??", now I'm peeved. She was looking for some coins in the cup that's why she had left the baby beside me. Poor me, why is it always my fault??

After they left, so the baby would calm down, I stood up straight, not knowing what to do. Tears run down my face before I,myself, even knew it. "Whose fault is it??" that certain question kept dancing on my very head.These past few days, I felt like going through emotional difficulties. I can't even handle my own emotions.I cleaned our room and went to help my mom. She wasn't angry anymore and I'm glad, really glad. I helped her with the laundry and stuffs to be done. Then, after our breakfast and shower, we all went to the church together to praise God.

"LATE", the word that best describes us every SUNDAY. We arrived at last, in our little church full of jolly visitors and members. We haven't even got a seat, unlucky us??..Fortunately, someone saved up some space and shared it with the three of us. Singing songs is the best part of the activities of the church. It's also my favorite part, 'cause I love to sing. I wanted to be in the choir but I don't know why I can't...I have a pretty good voice here. Too bad if it'll go to waste. The program is for the Parent's. A day dedicated to them. I kept asking my mom, " Ma, why are you not called??..You're a parent right??, with a little bit of a teasing and a giggle. She glanced at me and grinned. "You know I'm single..Don't tell me such things" she answered me. She and Dad are separated and I grew with her alone. I pouted and joked, "Yeah right, Onee-chan",sister that is. After some time, she was called. Happy, happy Me..A while ago, I told her, "If you're called, I bet you'll do the peace sign if they'll take a picture of you" with a little laugh.She smiled and replied," I really can't stop doin' it" and laughed, she's a youth after all.Too bad she didn't do the peace sign. The singing came and then the preaching. The message was clear, "If you teach you're children, you also need to train them well". That was a really meaningful message. After all that, we managed to stay a lil' while to enjoy a little Fiesta-on the-go for our parents. "The food was great", that's all I can say.

Back to our little home, I immediately went to my brother and kissed him and hugged him. I played with him for half an hour and went to our house and sleep. I woke up at exactly quarter to five. The sun is setting down now, I can see from the colors of the sky, red-orange with a mixture of faded blue, what a refreshing scenery.

This day had gone smoothly, fun and easy. Though I may had encountered little problems, I'll still stand up. I will make my life happy and satisfying...